weekends..

the farewell of my buddy herwin yip. your presence will be missed!

The past 4 weekends was absolutely boring, and its just pure waste of time. All i did was work, and rot at home. "stop whinning?" i'll try to stop the next time. Its been rather quiet and flat, nothing much.. work, filming, baking, rotting and school. School started for almost a month already, err so far so good, econs sounds easy when u pay attention and listen but when u head home and try working it out heh, not an easy task at all.

Life is amazing, many life events happen to you as you grow. Its strange that i dont seem to find any form of enjoyment or relief from what i use to do, such as clubbing, hanging out, sports, shoots, baking etc.. Its like a whole new mind set that i have now, and i'm kinda enjoying and getting the hang of looking forward to it, but its just different when you lose your source of energy and motivation. Its like everything sucked out of you, cant get it right, cant get things going.. its quite intriguing. I've already made up my mind, and i'm going with it, i just hope god shine upon my path ahead.

My head just keep playing the same scenarios again and again, now i can even memorise it all and write it into a life story or play. Every night, i've a tough time entering dreamland, its just repeated rolling and turning around, and my mind just cant shut off. Infact its so active and there's so much going on in there. Whatever that comes now, im just going to take it as a test, no matter how tough, how tricky or how long its going to take, i'm not going to surrender, i just can't, not at all. After so much that i've been through to get to where i am right now, even though at the age of 23, life was never easy for me. It might seem all cool and calm, but deep down inside it doesnt seem like it at all. I've learnt to fight for what i want in life, and never give up easily, cause nothing comes for granted. My mind is strong, my heart is strong, and my will is strong.


running towards the future
in god we trust - amen
XOXO

lost..

in class wayne and dean.. and mee attentive and serious in class! Although i cant wait to go home XO :)

this is to bid farewell to my buddy herwin yip.. i'll miss you bro.

Pet shop boys @ Sing fest

Lost in the moment, lost in time. Ever tried sitting in the middle of the human traffic along orchard road? listening to you ipod, wondering whats going on, whats happening around you? thinking back? i can tell you that you'll feel that time is moving so slow, that you'll feel as if you're lost in time.

its quite interesting how things happen nowadays, out of no where, some how or rather things just drop on you. Like suddenly i just got a part time job, that suits my studies and is so flexible. Suddenly i realise my cheesecake is actually that good judging from the comments, and it could eventually become something which i can call my very own "business". I've been dragging and dragging on my driving license, finally i decided and book my TP.. Sigh.

well gotta work on it, if i want it to happen.. before its too late, it aint the end yet. its all about having a strong mind. XOXOXO

running towards the future
in god we trust - amen

stranger's cake shop

hhaha hello people ;) its been awhile again! anyways been quite busy with my little cake business.. so yes people please visit my cake shop blog @ http://strangerscakeshop.blogspot.com its been pretty good err already got 4 cafes getting oreo cheese cakes from me ;) which is a good news! heh.. and school just started, its pretty good i kinda enjoy classes now!! really interesting i must say after not touching books for 2 years + hah! life is all good just have to focus and make it all happen. Work hard, play hard when you see the hard work getting results you'll feel so blessed esp sharing it all with someone :) RAWRrrr!! *strong mind* indeed. oh well.. time to head to bed tmr early class hah. btw if any of you peeps out there have friends working or opened a cafe do let me know intro me, maybe they'll get some cakes too hah!! XOXO its gonna be a tough 4 days ahead looking forward to sunday~ wooo hoo..

running towards the future
in god we trust - amen