Its 345am now.. dunno why i somehow feel afraid. over? being too naive. Afraid that i am thinking too much too far too one sided, things wont happen as what i expected.. what if it ended up all for only dreams and the foolish thinking of mine.. i would be totally devastated, wouldn't know what to do. Reason of all this ? because i really hope this time is for real and hopefully god will not be playing pranks on me again. when ever i see a light full of hope, i often end up in a pile of misery like what always happen and therefore due to these unforseen circumstances it simply explains why i am still .. haa anyways yeah thats so much of thinking. I think i should just give it a try and just see how it goes, just let nature take its course. blahblahblah hahahaa the more u hope for the more disappointment u get! lalalalalalaaaaaa wooooooooooooooooo wahahhahahhaa yeah so much so of the deep thoughts of my life hahaa.. but definately i am enjoying my life hahaa with all the great friends and brothers around me without u guys i wouldn't know what am i, as u all know my family i everywhere around the world i am left all alone in this small sunny island with u people so yea u guys are equally important to me like my parents are, so pardon me if i ever offend u or what so ever hahaa which i dun see that so much so often hee.. =P i am a nice guy right ? hahahaa LOL take care everyone its 4am off to bed haa.. yeah i wont think too much about it, hopefully everything will turn out as what i want hahaa and thats gonna be wonderful finally wouldnt need to have the same birthday wish this year hopefully but a must for next haaa yea. God bless u. mug hard.

*running towards the future once again*
in god we trust - amen

Stayed home today the whole afternoon hahhaaa.. lazy go school study.. lol hmm slept till 2pm wash up had lunch watched smallville at home.. 2 episodes in a row hahaa was FABULOUS woo... season3 part 3 and 4 hahaa i feel like i am a clark kent wannabeeeee hahahahahaa LOL terence then called me up asked me to go tampanies watch movie hahaa.. catched "The Run Down" The rock was damn cool hahaa.. din wanna catch other shows why ? hehee cause i wanna leave it for next time.. lol *wink* watched at 915pm rushed there bought the ticks waited for them to come hahaa.. they took a cab ter and vic after that took a bus home.. yeah thats about it tomorrow i must go school to study !!! yeah MUG HARD ! heheee
take care everyone!!!! hahaa mug hard.

*running towards the future*
in god we trust - amen

weeeeeeeeeeee** haha what a day..went to school today to study with peter and qiuping.. at macdonals yeah MAC AGAIN!!!!!!! wooooo hahaa.. am i a mac fan or not where's my loyalty card ? everyone is studying hard now.. i should start to buck up too.. and hope to get over this soon.. and i can go enjoy MY HOLIDAYS haha,.. with u people out there..esp u hahaa.. so yea study hard everyone.. off to watch ARE U HOT ? lol hehee.. yea

*running toward the future*
in god we trust - amen

Another day of big spending.. SPREE!!! i think i really should start to keep track of my $$ hahaa.. woke up at 3pm wayne called me up and asked me along to California Fitness Center to Workout and stuff.. cause he invited me there so there's like a trial thingie going on so i can go for free ... so i changed and headed down.. met him and then he introduced me to Reza this guy works there. Then he explained everything to me showed me around and .. then he asked me if i have interest to join .. so i .. hesitated and think and think.. and i ended up JOINING california fitness instead of going there for FREE 1 wk hahaa.. why ? cause.. i love luxury and i like the atmostphere the location the people there the facilities and there's yoga, bodycombat, hiphop, taichi, Boxercise Pilates many many free classes to choose from and the place makes me feel comfortable and finally i can spend more time with her too.. hahaa I HAVE 7 PEOPLE that i can invite to go enjoy this FABULOUS PLACE for 1 week FREEEEE !!!! thanks to ME! and ME! yeah ! so yeap TELL ME KISS ME BEG ME HUG ME to go.. anyway workout there till 10PM then headed to Long john silver with wayne for dinner hahaa.. and then i am here at home typing this out. hahahaa BROKEE********* dad is gonna kill meeeeeeeee - miss u guys and love u all ! esp u.

*running towards the future*
in god we trust - amen

After the last paper it started to rain as i was on the way home.. urgh~ took the bus all the way to the interchange went to cold storage to buy some stuff.. heee run out of snacks at home.. bought chips biscuits bread and sweet haha cause she's a sugar addict i think haa.. kept chewing on her sweets during the show, so yea this pack of sweets its for u HehehehHeee but i'll be chewin` on it anyways bored at home now hee.. ppl at party i at home *sobs* hahaa.. nvm lol think i have gone mad. lalalalalalalaaa~ I AM 40 HOURS WITHOUT SLEEP OMG! woo more to go.. u really make me can keep me awake i guess hahaa~

*running towards the future*
in god we trust - amen

my notes and messy table as im mugging~ urhhhhh


its 6am now.. i am still freakin` MUGGIN` arghhhhhhh tired.. hahaa i wanna sleeeepp but i am gonna sacrifice all my sleep cause i wanna try to do well for this 2 modules for u.. yea haaa just gonna try my best.. its at 830am gonna leave home around 730am.. its saturday omg.. *yawn* really miss her man.. and i miss my damn bed.. gRrrr dRooL........** miss my frds man haa.. their company i cant wait for exams to be over.. btw its gonna end on 11th Nov so from then on i am a free man book me while dates last.. yea hahaa.. spend time with me b4 i go back to hongkong people i know u all love me RIGHT ! hahaha yea i love u all too wooooooooo ~ ok its time to continue mugging everyone is asleep now man.... take care all esp u yea hahaa study hard call me up remember exceptions are to be made. booo hoooo**** back to books.

*running towards the future*
in u i trust - amen hee.. apologies to god exceptions are to be made.
rest well peeps .

hahaha slept at 630am today lol then woke up at 3pm had lunch then studied alittle bit after that waited for my brothers to come pick me up headed to town for some shopping... hahaa bought t-shirts and polo tees hahaa 3 same polo Ts but different colours hahaa.. abit retarded right ? lol.. but i just like it soo... yea lol after that we went to NYDC at suntec for dinner hahaa.. and yea a really good dinner haha ate alot lol.. then terence send everyone back and finally me haha cause he's just staying opposite my block heee.. wad a day, spent alot of $$$$$!! hahaa.. time to save and STUDY!!!! EXAMS TOMORROW ! omg.. 2 papers one at 830am and another at 430pm wad a retarded schedule whoever set the times is really a MORON!!! lol hahaa i haven really studied all of it Internet computing and E-commerce hahaa.. okay i'll just go study soon not gonna slp today hee.. study till tomorrow morning and i'll head for exams.. YEAH wish me luck take care all hahaa.. Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~ Hope exams will end soon so i can.. meet... again hahaa okay .. toodles**

*running towards the future*
in god we trust - amen

Woke up at 2pm today did not go to school again. hahaa.. anyway its make up lessons and stuff din really need to go so i just slept all the way again.. had my lunch at home as i waited for nicole's phone call. Finally she called me at 3pm, decided to be early din want her to wait haa.. reach PS at around 415pm.. then headed to the bank to deposit some money after soooooooo long.. din have the time. haaha went up to get 5 tickets for cabin fever. then waited for nicole and co. to appear. After much anticipation she and her friend arrived then we went in to the cinema first since the rest aint here yet. Found out from nicole that it was Elizabeth's bday dun really know her yet maybe soon but anyway "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH" lol.. The show was rather funny and not scary hahaa.. we laughed quite abit thru the show hahaa.. but some scene was really bloody GROSS !!!! EWWWWWWW~ haaa.. esp the ending part whereby the face of the sick girl was decomposed really ugly gross and EWW........ hahaa.. someone cant stand it and closed her eyes :X hahaa.. okay anyway enjoyed the show her company heee.. thanks !! alot.. catch more movies soon yea hahaa.. after that met john played pool for awhile then went off and meet the others for dinner and stuff came over to my house and slack again.. haha my house i just like a hotel. lol wad a wonderful... its been a long time since i really enjoyed my day so much.. hahaa look forward to next time always .. take care all thanks for all the fun and company ppl lovely day lovely ending lovely memories .. hahaa they are still around so its time to go accompany them.. haa thats all for the day :) hee..

*running towards the future*
in god we trust - amen

today was long !!!!!!!!!!!!! day slept at 5am and woke up at 7am hahaha its like insufficient sleep man.. but had to go for all the important lect and tuts its the last week of school already, dun wanna miss them. school ended at 12pm went to meet up with nian terence duan adelene victor didi blah blah blah had lunch.. then when to the library to study.. till 2+pm then when for a swim.. and tone up the tann on me haaaa lol fading already not tanned enuff lol :) then went to play basketball with duan and adelene for a short while. Headed back to the track to meet up with coach and co. had training did MAX TEST again.. arghhhh hahaa average timing for my 30,60m sprints and some other crap workout timing haa.. after that went to join the others at the gym did weights again haa.. total WORKOUT DAY AGAIN ! hahaa... cool **** i just love a good day of excercise heeeeeee feeel so goooooooood. !!!!!! hahaa.. and tomorrow will be a fun day i hope hahaa.. :P REALLY FUN ! haaaaa i look forward to it ! a special day to me after soo long ~ woooooooo!

*running towards the future*
in god we trust - amen

Its was a damn long long long day today.. woke up at 840am, first thing i did was to check on my fone.. and i had one msg haa from .... heee what a way to start off the long day and nothing beats a msg from .... haha.. guess who *boo* although it was just a short msging session it indeed was a best way to get me awake and out of bed hee i was early for my practical test in sch it was okay hehee.. not too bad. The prac ended at around 12. Then went to meet up with the track ppl again at "MACDONALS" AGAIN! had lunch there.. then went for my Ecommerce lecture.. it was retarded a waste of time haa.. ended in 10mins crap. so i headed down to the gym alone did weights and my usual routine work out then.. kenny dropped by haa.. was singing songs with him in the gym as i blasted my speakers hee. The gym session ended at about 3+ then went back for tutorial and tutorial... then break time again from 5-7pm b4 my "night" class starts and QUIZ. Went to the track to start my short training.. not everyone was there yet so i decided to go set a new PB for my 2.4km run. hahaa.. and true enuff with much determination from ... i did it a new P.B for me. hahaa was happy with it 9mins54secs my previous PB was 10.11mins. I think i really was determined and gave around 90% all out i felt giddy lol after it and abit blur.. after much rest i felt alot better haa.. then coach came with all the sec sch kids thats training under him, raffles, cat high.. blah blah blah did MAX test today haa was quite sucky haa cause i had to leave halfway thru for my night class.. After training i went to shower and louis called me up and told me everyone was waiting for me to start the quiz so i ran down to the lab haa.. the test was not ez although its a MCQ quiz.. crap hahaa nvm it was still ok. :P and so after the quiz i joined the track peeps again and went down to AMK S11 for dinner.. after that was a long "136" bus ride home *yawn* and finally i am home here typing all this. Was indeed a good day heee hope for more of these days to come by and EXAMS IS !! 2wks away its time to STUDY!!!!!!!! tomorrow i have an audition for some FILM that is done up by nyp students haa along with ter,didi,duan,vicks,riz hahaa.. i shall continue my tv session then.. LOVE U ALL !!!!!!! hahaa hope life has more good days for me heeeeeeee......... ESP more msges from...U! u know who u are :P haaa *MUAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* to all ~

*Running towards the future*
in god we trust - amen.

hmm haa not really done with my blog yet haaa gonna work on it more tomorrow when i wake up..
friday- woke up early and was able to attend my tutorial in school and surprisingly i was one of the early birds haa... something that is quite rare.. class ended at 1pm went to meet up with ter didi nian duan at north canteen had lunch then went to play badminton again.. then to the gym.. did weights and stuff.. for around 2hrs then went for a long run outside the campus for 15mins ran pass ajc then the interchange and came back from the back gate of the school haa was pretty fun. there was a soccer match going between media corp and cadecott. the score was 2-2 and then penalty whereby cadecott won. hahaa did some hurdles then went to play basketball with Guomeng ronnie and johnathan haa.. when off at 8pm and had dinner at MACDONALS AGAIN ~ we should get a freakin` loyalty card for being sucha regular customer there.. hahaa after dinner met up with wilin and bear at YCK mrt @ 9pm then took a bus and head down to my house haa...
that was pretty much my friday.. hehee..

*chill peeps*
in god we trust amen

First post and also the team photo of my sch track team... my lovely family. hahhaaa