Fun and laughter

gather!!.. before the start of the show.

belinda kelvin bixia ME shushan and chongqing. ;) heh

contestants!

the 2 xiao hua~

me and my buddies!! thanks for coming :)

during the show.

belinda, me the looser and chongqing~

me and jeann..

everyone!!!

up close with belinda really nice in person! heh ;)

heh

well its was a really fun day i must say and although i lost its was all for the good a costly lesson of "smiling" really. i swear i look like a retard and really so stuckup and shit without that smile so yes i know now. i learn from my mistakes and this is my lesson heh. the experience in this was really fun i must say and getting to know chongqing and belinda pretty much too really nice ppl heh ;) we'll all catch up soon someday yah anyways i am happy that my friends and buddies came to support for the fun of it. hee~!! THANKS YOU! thats about it for now.. heh damn tired recently but its all for the good miss 'u'. good night people! and thanks for the enormous support u guys here on my blog is giving me heh really appreciate it at least i know u guys support me! haha!! ;P kudos peeps.

running towards the future
in god we trust - amen

starting from 8pm on wednesday night tune into channel 8 ok!! hahahaa then vote for me!!! SMS send to <77877> . hahhaa thanks lol!! well hard to win lah but.. heh hope for miracle! ;) and for the result 10pm tune into channel 8 again ;)

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10 more days..

IVP track team 2004 ;) love em all..

+ our capt terence..lau

well done team..

terence in action!

view 1

looking up!

ground shot!

Hmm.. this weekend was pretty packed with lotsa activities i must say heh.. well.. have been having late nights recently heh saturday was IVP our final year.. its sad and its been fast 3 years go by really fast. there goes my poly life soon.. i guess i'll really miss the good old days like always. miss the people and the company of fun joy and laughter i must say. every now and then when i look back to the past i really "feel" the past the fun, joy, laughter.. of the past. The flash back memories never fail to cheer me up i swear. i really miss every bit of it especially through the photos that i took they are the only way of remembering the moment i guess heh. simply explains why i like to take photos. yah. ;)

well quite a good year not bad for the track team esp for terence i am happy for him that he got what he wished for one medal b4 parting with the track team. well after the whole event we all went back to sch to bath and stuff then went to crash and party at weisiang's place heh ITS WAS HAVOC! and also a very big thank you to "KK" for supplying a bottle of JD and vodka vanilla! heh we made our day! and the 16 FREAKING PIZZA! woo awesome.. hahaha although i wasnt drunk nor high but seeing some of the peeps puking in the toilet is quite interesting Hahahhahaha!!!! running around the 3 storey house with pillows and stuff bashing eachother lol.. hahah!! made us look like kids for a moment heh.. well i left at about 2am i took one box of pizza home heh!! :P thats for sunday's lunch.

never knew staying home could be so fun, heh everytime i stayed at home alone its pure boredom i must say. companionship made me realise what one person's presence can actually make so much difference lol although playing dumb games.. on the com but it was still fun. but i guess it wont happen anymore its a rare occasion ;) well then met up with jian kok sepp john for dinner with jeanniee.. then terence sent all of us home and of course the courtesy of my brother terence lau sending jeannie all the way down to cityhall so that she's "not so late" to meet her frds. then we all headed homeeeeeeeeeeeeee. well some pictures coming up when terence sends em to meee.
till then take care peeps.

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Thank you.

U and peeps that have been so encouraging in my blog dropping by and tagging my blog leave a nice comment, critic, advise and solutions. well i really appreciate all of it and thank u people for it. there're some ppl that might not like who i am but i am glad that its not as much as the ppl that like who i really am. heh thanks you from the bottom of my heart. the mth of september is definately a ride of my life alots of things, stress, problems, fun, joy and laughter ;) i survived for now. sometimes i am thinking if one persevere, will he succeed and achieve what he really is looking for in life. i've definately had yet to know if this is possible for what i really look for or should i say the hope for what i want things to turn out. oh well its the radio thing tomorrow so ahhahahahaha HEAR me look like an ass on air i guess lol. sat is gonna be a long day! morning ivp for volleyball then its the track finals.. and after that is the AFTER PARTY!!!! as usual so passing on from me to weisiang hahhaa GOOD LUCK TO YOUR HOUSE. hahahaa.. dun regret but its all good and fun heh.. well i am so damn freaking TIRED. serious. 3-4 hours slp everyday imagine! lol okok time to go. cya peeps thanks and god bless u.. ALL!

"once again one of the big test approaching for me is in 2 weeks, i wonder if i can survive and i hope i prevail once again."

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i hate myself

i phrase "god gives some and takes some" is just so damn right. fucking right.. i guess. sometimes things dun seem like it is on the outside, it might seem that its so perfect and all.. but actually its not. just dun judge by the superficial but i guess its the thing that everyone do "superficially". my EXACT feeling right now is.. "my left foot is stepping in heaven and my right foot is stepping in hell". why? seriously why? everytime when "this" thing comes.. there's BOUND to be some shit under all the perfect picture eh? and for that i abso-fucking-lutely hate myself for it. its just a curse that has always been with me and ITS just REAPPEARING everytime when it seems to come true. well i guess the "phrase" comes in again. taking them away. i hope someday some HOW.. it will go. i'm sorry for this shit i created but i guess.. i just cant take it thats why it all CAME OUT! (gross eh? heh sorry :P) oh well.. i feel top of the world and.. burning in hell sometimes.. my mood swings from heaven to hell to and forth lol. well.. thats about it.. THANKS AND SORRY! peace out. alvin

"its all fate and destiny i guess probably its not my time yet." - alvin 2301

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in god we trust - amen

Fab Friday

Jean behind trying to be funny.

;) happy for the moment.

OKAY! now for starters woke up slacked alittle bit at home.. had lunch then headed down for my x-ray at angmokio after waiting so long. que and all wah lau gotta like wait for 2 wks for the report. zzz after that took a train all the way to cityhall and waited for the arrival of jean.. haha i was early she wasnt late hee.. cause she wanted to catch "SAVED" at cineleisure its a late night show at approx. 1120pm so headed to town got tickets then had coffee at spinellies then had dinner at subway then movie.. haha the show was pretty good funny. haha!!! christian related show.

today, woke up had a late night.. yesterday jian called me up SENTOSA! wake up call lol.. so headed down to the beach and today's sun PERFECT. ;) wonderful had a good day. heh ;) its all good. IVP Volleyball NYP vs SMU both we guys and girls team won 3sets to 1set. yeahhhhh all hail them good game :P hee back home after dinner and pool in town.. tired. i must say. top of the world feeling after a long time. my mood is all UP BEAT! its all GOOD! so yeah.

"sometimes, even if u know the red man is lighted, u would still take the risk and cross the road even if its dangerous." - alvin

running towards the future
in god we trust - amen

COCKY, DAO, ATTITUDE

ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! shit man this 3 words is just revolving my head endlessly.. hate this feeling man.. urghh.. its gonna take a long time to get over this shit lol.. Dumbass me and my smile lol.. everyone's telling me this and that about not smiling and shit.. lol i was like die die die.. forgot about smiling heh.. oh well too late now, i'm officially "mr cocky" rather called dao than cocky sound so.. @*(&!(*#@! hahahha!! aiyooo well its all the outside.. the superficial side.. heh guess have to suffer for now.. =P THANKS FOR STANDING UP for me buddiessssssss BOOO! nite nite ;) looking forward to friday the "meet up" with jean hohohoo.. xiao ai xiao ai hahha joking :x . okay update again soon PEACE OKAY PEOPLE! DUN CALL ME COCKY! T.T lol.

DID THIS PERSONALITY QUIZ..
You are a SRCL--Sober Rational Constructive Leader. This makes you a Ayn Rand ideal.

Taggart? Roark? Galt? You are all of these. You were born to lead. You may not be particularly exciting, but you have a strange charisma--born of intellect and personal drive--that people begin to notice when they have been around you a while. You don't like to compromise, but you recognize when you have to.

You care absolutely nothing what other people think, and this somehow attracts people to you. Treat them well, use them wisely, and ascend to your rightful rank.

Of the 19096 people who have taken this quiz since tracking began (8/17/2004), 5.6 % are this type.

THIS IS another one..

You are a XPIT--Expressive Practical Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Manager.

You are cool, thoughtful and intelligent. Your approach and your sense of humor are under-the-radar, your charm is undeniable. You keep everything under control. You have distinctive vocal mannerisms. You may not have much interest in approaching strangers, but when you do, you are successful.

You will probably end up with someone beautiful, fascinating and off-balance. While your partner may steal the limelight, it's you that keeps things running smoothly and provides stability in your relationship. If you are with someone as contemplative and hard-headed as you, you can have a tough time.

Your greatest asset is that you tackle conflict as it rises -- you don't ignore it and let it brew. If you have a partner that *does* let it brew, it will make you crazy! You can find yourself fighting for two -- trying to anticipate your partner's needs and draw their feelings out -- which is exhausting and, well, not your job.

You would never cheat. You would make an excellent spouse. When your spouse's friends met you, they would think, "Crap, why couldn't I get that one?"

Of the 59532 people who have taken this quiz, 5.4 % are this type.

running towards the future
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Sch beau belle contest

starting to vote. nervous me and kelvin..

special guest julien hee, chongqing me belinda and kelvin ;)

chongqing me belindaa heh..

three towers.. hahha!

chongqing funny guy.. lol

well of course its belinda hah weee~

finally everyone in it.. and the guy in green THE LOOSER! haha

thanks to them for their support and the sabotage of striping in school!

well today was the beau belle contest.. rush down all the way from changi airport to sch haha.. its was crowded! the atrium was flooded. then.. the girls started first whoever wanted to vote has to do the bamboo dance i think lol so not much people voted.. then till the guys it was err same heh thanks to track co. for shouting "TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT ALVIN!" lol.. then slowly cause the response wasnt good so we had to perform.. and smart ass track peeps shouted take off your shirt.. so belinda and chongqing came and questioned me and psycho me to strip so.. being sporting enuff just take off and wear back lol damn paiseh man! well so much of sacrificing din really help lol kelvin as i already knew he's a damn good break dancer so well showed the pro stuff and its really power. no doubt coming to talent haha i cant dance and sing so yeah ! i admit defeat you're the man kev.. so the host ask me to catwalk so i just walk. since is the only so called "talent" that i know.. lol people and frds commented that i din smile and acted cool lol well not that la keep smiling abit retarded so i did not heh.. well i lost! and its 60 - 90 votes. he won me by 30 votes hahaa.. well its all good.. losing is part of growing up and a way of learning too.. after the whole show just snapped around with them ;) and poof there i go took a cab to changi.. $13 bucks. then 16bucks cab back to work place. wth.. damn it.

after work headed down to jln kilang for a casting which is for some new shopping center thats opening.. then sandy our ms universe hah dropped by too well guess practically most of the ppl doing the show is from upfront too so yakked and yakked with her.. and well she's 1 mth older than me.. and she's doing Mech engin. in NUS lol so asked her about the details and the ans i expected was truely the facts! which is BORING, hahaha study like crap and its not ez to score so.. heh i am getting post UNI phobia.. now thanks to u sandy bleahh.. after the casting sandy gave me a ride to cityhall.. cause since she's heading there so might as well just hop on and well traffic and shit.. but well time flies as we talked in the car about being sinful because u own a car. and well.. many others lol shall not elaborate!

wasn't really a good day today but its a good full stop at least.. heh so much of losing heh.. i am a looser! woooooooooooooooo oh well radio and the final sms thingie doubt will fair well so yeah an experience and knew some new people around. I am already starting to hear critics, gossips, and shit about me so fast heh ;) be it cocky, dao, attitude.. well its just the facial expression that i din smile so much practically only people that know me know that i am definately not any of those 3 ;) so i cant clear the air but well hmm never judge a book by its cover.. no offence but hate having people staying bad stuff about me for what i am not. so.. yah enough of explaination lol night peeps. Guess this shit is gonna be going around for sometime hhaa.. lucky i'm not in sch often lol nite.

running towards the future
in god we trust - amen

Hhahaha me merlene and ben looking retarded.

well my weekend totally sucked.. boring and shit. lol hahhaa well today was pretty good except for the RAIN.. woke up like 630am went all the way down to The Legends at fort canning park for the nike summer 05 launch the stuff is quite nice i must say hehe.. esp speaking as a nike fan myself. heh i was totally "NIKE-ED" today cause every i wore down from home was nike except my bag and my specs lol hahha she just hates me for making fun of her and her NEw hair style Hahah!! :x shall not comment on that. The show had good nice brazilian music man heh.. the theme for next year is BRASIL! hah. all of us gathering and cramped in one table for lunch there. heh good food i should say.

After all that, rushed back down to school for the filming of the beau belle thingie yah.. hah quite funny lol wait till u all watch on tv sure laugh heh when chong qing, belinda and myself were talking and stuff lol!!! i shall not go into details of how they described me lol and well hopefully tomorrow i dun throw face in school lol infront of fellow NYPians hahahahhaa god bless me and good luck to myself! come atrium at 12pm SUPPORT!!!!!!

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Hhahaha finally update!!!

well.. its been pretty tiring recently with all the shit coming along non-stop.. attachment is boring no challenge stupid i think hahaha :P cool thing is that the supervisor is super duper nice. fetch me to work somemore haha cause he stay near me.. then breakfast he pay.. lunch he pay as long as eat together he pay lol no chance for me to pay lor.. ;) well thanks lah. hahaa so everyweek once i have to go changi airport to do service on "explosive detectors" hhaha the machine that check luggage before u check in. quite slack lah.

Next, err well got chosen for the Nike spring summer launch next monday ;) its at fort canning lol.. and also well well.. got chosen as one of the final 2 beaus of my sch lol.. monday is the short filming and tuesday is the popularity test! lol so peeps COME TO ATRIUM NEXT TUESDAY! 12pm.. 7th September haha.. lol and FRIDAY have to go on air and SING SONG ON 933FM OMG! that DREADFUL! cause i CANT SING FOR NUTS I SWEAR! lol.. so prepare for out of tune lol.. hope its all good lol. damn why singing? hhaha!!

running towards the future
in god we trust - amen